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I swear I never slept with her!

It's amazing how memories can hit you like a wall of water a sudden impact followed by a flowing of memories pulling you away. Gosh, how many times was this album stolen from me? How many times did my vinyl single for this song disappear. It was such a different time back then. My heart ached and nothing but music could soothe it. My brother was addicted to speed, I would wake up at six each morning to drive his girlfriend to work before getting ready for school. The roads would be empty, the fog still hovering low, windows frosted. So quiet until I would start the car and "Three Days" would begin to blast. Ah my old favorite tape. Jackie and I wouldn't talk that much on the ride to her work, neither of us like the mornings very much.

It's weird to think that Jackie and her twin sister are no longer a part of my life. They've been gone for so long but I've known them forever. I remember them from first grade. They lived with us for so many years. My brother eventually married Jackie. Actually they are still married, my brother just hasn't seen her in six or so years.

It makes me smile to remember the looks on the store checker who rang up a pregnancy test 16 year old me that I was buying for Jackie's twin Jenny. I never had problems buying that sort of stuff. It became normal for me to buy anything Jackie and Jenny didn't want to buy. I would always pick up tampons for the girls. I didn't care.



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Jan. 28th, 2004 05:05 pm (UTC)
Feel like running to the store tonight?? I need some tampons = P
Jan. 28th, 2004 06:20 pm (UTC)
At one point I thought feminine hygiene products meant shampoos and soap targetted at women.
Jan. 28th, 2004 11:00 pm (UTC)
i have two older sisters and a dominant psychologist mother... having to buy feminine hygiene products in a store does not phase me in the least...

buying condoms, however, no matter how old i am, still makes me blush...
Jan. 28th, 2004 11:19 pm (UTC)
I have no problem buying condoms...I have a good story that I will need to post latter on this subject. I am proud to buy condoms. I feel like I am saying, I'm so hot someone wants to have sex with me- now give me the condoms. Other things however I am not so good at buying.

I cannot buy porn or other such things. Even if I am an a store of nothing but porn with a few other men looking at the same things. I just get too nervous and bolt. Just this week I bolted from a store that only had three people in it. Thank god for eBay and the internet or I wouldn't have any porn.
Jan. 28th, 2004 11:55 pm (UTC)
that's funny because i have no problem buying porn or adult toys. i know that when i go into a prono shop that everyone else is there for the same thing. when i buy condoms from a drugstore, i always feel like i'm 16 again buying my first condoms and that everyone is watching me... eek!
Jan. 30th, 2004 12:56 am (UTC)
oh yeah, i was ALWAYS buying condoms for my big sister, maxipads for my mom, and cigarettes for my dad (with a note of course!)

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