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relationship meme

1. Longest relationship:
7 years and going.

2. Shortest relationship:
Two months I guess.

3. How many boyfriends have said 'I love you' to you?
Six and I still love most of them, it just a different way.

4. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person?
Yes. Frightening, very scary indeed.

5. Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yes. It’s the hurt that made the love stronger, masochistic isn’t it.

6. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
I’m sure I have, I’ve been in too many long relationships for it not to happen and most breakups involve tears.

7. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
I’m just as happy single or shipped, although I haven’t spent much time single in the last 15 years.

8. Have you ever been cheated on?
Not that I know of...

9. What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
Women make great friends and I am intrigued by their boobs.

10. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes My heart was broken over Jared.

11. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I’m sure I have.

12. Talk to any of your exes?
I talk to Daryl shamandl and Dave often but not often enough. They are two of my best friends. I’m glad Tom treats them as is they have always been friends and aren’t Exes. Every once in a while I will hear from Randy or Jared. Unlike Daryl and Dave conversations with them are harder. Randy still upsets me and Jared causes my heart to ache a little.

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, I believe at crushes at first sight. A crush is curiosity and lust rolled together in an irresistible package. Love only comes after the curiosity is gone and you really know the person.

14. Have you dated people who were not good to you?
Yes. But if you asked him he would say he was looking out for my best interest.

15. Have you been in an abusive relationship?
Yes. There was no hitting just a lot of manipulation that destroyed my confidence.


16. Have you ever dated someone older than you?
Yes.

17. Younger?
Only once.

18. Do you regret anything that you have done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?
No. I like who I am now and I wouldn’t be where I am if I hadn’t learned from a lot of mistakes.

19. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes, but you better do something spectacular if you want a third.

20. Ever dated two people at once?
Yes, I’ve juggled up to three... And two were named Doug, if only the third one was also a Doug things would have been a lot easier.

21. Ever been given an Engagement ring?
Yes. There’s a sweet sad story within them. When Randy and I broke up he gave me his ring so even though we couldn’t be together our rings could stay together. They still sit in a tiny glass box as a time capsule of the good times and the feelings that once were.

22. Do you have something to say to any of your exes?
Nothing that hasn’t already been said. I do wonder if Brian is still alive, he was so convinced he was going to die before he hit 17 like his father did.

23. Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Nope. Not sure if tom can say the same... I didn’t consider Barry a boyfriend but he obviously considered me his boyfriend.


24. Do you still think of any of your exes?
Yes. Not everyday but now and then.

25. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Yes.

26. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I like my ability to change and grow. When I started this journal I had almost no confidence, now I have quite a bit.

27. What's one thing you hate about yourself?
I don’t really hate anything. I just try change the things I dislike.

28. What's the one thing you need to change?
I need to be more responsive to my friends. I need to reply faster... and reply even if I don’t really have anything to say. Sadly this goes for IRL as well as online.




whirlpool (with andy votel) - badly drawn boy - how did i get here?

Comments

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_kaiser_
Jun. 7th, 2007 08:29 pm (UTC)
oh monkey... i'll always have a crush on you.
monkeyx3
Jun. 7th, 2007 11:02 pm (UTC)
*blush* Thank you! Are you still panning another visit to SF?
_kaiser_
Jun. 8th, 2007 12:25 am (UTC)
yes, but as to when...
i'm trying to make a go of work right now so we'll see.
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