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um yeah.... better post coming later.

I really wanted my next post to be positive, upbeat and back in tune with my normal voice. I don’t want people to think I am doing badly or have turned into vortex of a pity party. I’m doing fine, I just need to vent a bit. It’s no secret I have been disenchanted with work since they laid off a coworker. Since then, there has been a constant flow of people quitting and now one of my dearest friends in the company is leaving. He has been the one gay boy who I really got along with. He was always happy to see me, he didn’t shun me like some of the other gay boy clicks there have been at the company. There was a time when our building was probably 30% gay, now out of 200 people there 8 gay boys and two girls... We aren’t even ten percent in San Francisco! But then I could also go on to complain that there are only two black women and one black man in our office. The company really is all about really short white guys with attitudes.

But what has set me off today was the phone call I just got from the other support guy, saying he wasn’t coming in until noon. And since I started typing this he called back and said he might not come in at all. I am defeated. There are tons of things I need do, but I think I am going to show my lesbian cousins commitment ceremony invite to a coworker instead. Some days you can’t win, so you should just pace yourself and rest up for the next day...

OK now it’s funny, I forgot my backpack today, so no invitation to show my coworker. I think I will walk to Wallgreens and buy some earbuds. I just need a break.

Lazy Lover - Brazilian Girls - Ultra Chilled 05

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itsolivia
Jun. 14th, 2005 06:00 pm (UTC)
The company really is all about really short white guys with attitudes.
this is so unbelievably true here. one more of these and im gonna hang up willy wonka shit around my desk.

cheer up! you can always pretend im a gay man. xoxo
romeohotel
Jun. 14th, 2005 07:04 pm (UTC)
I really wanted my next post to be positive, upbeat and back in tune with my normal voice. I don’t want people to think I am doing badly or have turned into vortex of a pity party. I’m doing fine, I just need to vent a bit.

Hey, we're your friends, and if you need to vent, you need to vent. We understand. More importantly, being there for you on the bad days is one of the privledges of friendship.

*hugs - lots of 'em*

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sisyphus238
Jun. 15th, 2005 03:33 am (UTC)
Okay, so I'm from out of town and don't know you all that well buthe didn’t shun me like some of the other gay boy clicks there have been at the company.
What's up wid dat!? I know I'm biased but who in their right mind would shun YOU!? Is the world that messed up?
fixxwisdom
Jun. 15th, 2005 04:31 am (UTC)
You're super and we like you.
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