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I finally told Jannie everything.

I used to live on a web of secrets. They bound me in a dark hole. Some of the secrets I kept for myself, some I kept for others. The ones I kept for others were more toxic and would eat away at me. When it felt like they would eat through my skin. I told the secrets I kept for him to another, Wendi pulled it out of me. It was painful and frustrating, but It was such a relief to have it out, but I felt guilty about breaking my word. Eventually I broke down and told others, other people and other secrets. I posted them on the internet. They were my secrets as well and I had kept them long enough. The secrets that used to rule my thoughts and held my heart hostage have no more power.

I don’t feel guilty that I posted his secret on the internet. It wasn’t just his secret in the first place.

Do you have a secret?

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Comments

kaottic97
Apr. 27th, 2005 10:05 pm (UTC)
Glad you got that off your chest. Another place to post secrets (anonymously, albeit) is http://grouphug.us/. They're also fun to read if you're ever feeling like it. Hugs.
_kaiser_
Apr. 28th, 2005 01:21 am (UTC)
fun to read... yeah, i suppose you could say that...

this is my favorite one so far:

I have killed a woman with my penis.

I was getting hot, as was she, I thrusted forth.

She started to choke and gag, I didn't notice.

She died.

THEN I HAD SEX WITH HER.

I AM A SICK PERSON, PLEASE HELP.


somehow i doubt he's telling the truth...
kaottic97
Apr. 28th, 2005 04:50 am (UTC)
Ew... uh, yeah, unless he's posting from jail or something. Well I use it more for entertainment. Haven't been there in a while. Makes you feel like your life really ain't all that bad!