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I finally told Jannie everything.

I used to live on a web of secrets. They bound me in a dark hole. Some of the secrets I kept for myself, some I kept for others. The ones I kept for others were more toxic and would eat away at me. When it felt like they would eat through my skin. I told the secrets I kept for him to another, Wendi pulled it out of me. It was painful and frustrating, but It was such a relief to have it out, but I felt guilty about breaking my word. Eventually I broke down and told others, other people and other secrets. I posted them on the internet. They were my secrets as well and I had kept them long enough. The secrets that used to rule my thoughts and held my heart hostage have no more power.

I don’t feel guilty that I posted his secret on the internet. It wasn’t just his secret in the first place.

Do you have a secret?

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Comments

ewe_2
Apr. 27th, 2005 06:09 pm (UTC)
Re: No, I don't get thirsty when I fell shame.
Thanks. I'm a bit put off by his comment.

I had a whole thing written but decided not to post it.

Listening to the song Mindcircus which is how I feel

O my. You've written so many stories. Would it be about your friend and first encounter? I won't guess anymore.

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