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my month in mashup

I’ve started so many things that haven’t gotten finished this last month. I don’t think I have ever been so happy while not accomplishing something. I much prefer the satisfaction of finishing something rather than starting something. I like it when a series is finished, so long as it is finished well. When Buffy ended I was a little sad because the Scooby team were my friends, but the story was finished and I was happy with it. Tom moped around for weeks. When Charmed ended I was happy. It was a good run, Tom loved the show but for me it was a time killer and not something I looked forward to. Tom mopped around for several days. Tom is practically foaming at the mouth waiting to hear if they are going to produce season three of Hex after watching season one he bought season two online all before season one aired on BBC America.

This past month I have started so many projects and left them in the dust because I just can’t figure out where to go with them. I was supposed to write a scene for theater of note in LA and I started it four different times... And didn’t finish a single one. The deadline made a glorious Madonna luckystar sound effect as it flew by. I had a block keeping me from posting here, sometimes the best time to take a break is when you want to post too badly.

In the last 30 days, my coworker who was nicknamed by his son FDG (Fat-Daddy-Grandpa- because he was so old and grumpy) has taken 5 days of vacation, and “worked from home” for 5 days. “How does a support person works from home?” you ask. Probably the same way a barista works from home by pouring herself a drink! Throw in weekends and my month has been full of relatively sunny non-FDG days!

I’m lucky right now. So many of my friends are going through tough times right now. Hugs to you all. Special “nahm yho”s to everyone who is traveling in the next month. The air is full of change and we must meet them with trust and strength. You control your life and these changes will put new tools in your hands, don’t be afraid to use them.

I’ve completed nothing and am content in my state of flux.

I hope life treats you kind.

Pictures from boys night behind the cut.
grubbybastard, southernpm and the classic salacious_pop with his eyes closed.... look how angelic he looks!
boys

grubbybastard and anonymous amigo... hee hee ;-)
GNC


Mash-Ups - Serge Gainsbourg vs Elvis feat. Dolly Parton (by DJ Earlybird) - DJ Earlybird

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sisyphus238
Jul. 3rd, 2006 11:16 pm (UTC)
You are incredibly special which makes me happy.
write_like_krzy
Jul. 4th, 2006 01:31 am (UTC)
By the way, you rock.
grubbybastard
Jul. 5th, 2006 05:37 pm (UTC)
I think you may safely identify him as littlepinch. ;)
wdw
Jul. 13th, 2006 05:43 pm (UTC)
i hear ya. except that you've done more than me. you've actually started things. i've only said to myself, "i should do..." and then never do it. so, at least you're a step ahead. by the way, the deadline for the late night plays has been extended, so you should take yourself to the next step and finish one. come on, you know you want to. :)
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