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yup, I went out drinking, It's the first wednesday and that spells HeyFaggot.com ! A part of me has been missing for quite some time. I have not been myself and several people have noticed this. One thing that I think has caused this has been my lack of posting here. I need to start saying "fuck you! I'm going to me!" (enter Pricilla) I started off the evening upset. I was mad that two people I have always wanted to join me at faggot were in town and unable to go with me. I told a friend I was going to shit in a package and send it, as a former mailroom clerk I know this to be a federal offense. Luckily when i arrived at pixelstud.com 's place I had a drink and began to calm down.

I could write twenty entries about tonight, I could write:

As I staggered up the familiar streets i was transported by the sounds around me to the peaceful natural places I camped in as a child. The raindrops bounded off awnings and cars making metallic pings that reminded me of camping under aluminum cabanas in the arizona desert. the sewage drains sounded like babbling brooks as they took the water and street grime one their way to the bay.

I could write that I ran into Rudy. (link to follow in sober moments) A guy who has confused me for quite some time. When I fist met him, I thought he was great. since moving to SF i have found him to be.... mean. he has treated me as someone might treat a drunk man without teeth who has had enough whiskey to think he has a chance with you. I have seen him out a few times in the last few months. he hasn't noticed me, and I couldn't care less. I saw him again tonight and decided I hadn't seen him. so of course he tapped me on the shoulder and acted glad to see me. I had to wonder if it was my long hair and that caused this. I was nice to him, as I always am. Why am I such a pussy.

I became excited as I hear the familiar beats, I screamed "whahoo" or something equally "butch?" I thought to myself, " I can't believe Dj Earworm is playing "can you feel it!" by the Jackson 5! But then something changed and I became embarrassed that my excitement that I had moments before let known to the back half of the club was for the latest single by Madonna. Don't get me wrong, "I'm Sorry" is an excellent song, but I was way to excited for current hit. Note to self, get Dj Earworm to mix "I'm sorry" with "Can you Feel it!"

I ran into two old friends, Eric H. from when I worked at Hambrecht & Quist and James who I love and adore. I was sad to hear James describing himself as bitter and living a life in a law firm. I tried to convince him to apply for the next season of project runway. A designer of his skills should not be giving up fashion for law! He is probably the only person I run into who can agree with me about Oscar. He was wonderful, he was lovable, he was not an angel, and he is really missed.

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off_i_go
Mar. 2nd, 2006 01:33 pm (UTC)
I've officially disallowed myself from HeyFaggot! after last month's vulgar display. Glad you had a good time though, and I dare say my friends rather enjoyed meeting you last week... Hopefully I'll be able to hang out with you again soon as part of my continuing San Francisco adventure.
ewe_2
Mar. 2nd, 2006 01:45 pm (UTC)
Glad to know your ok.

Missed you and your stories.

:-)

D
ncsuj
Mar. 2nd, 2006 02:51 pm (UTC)
Do I have just the thing for you......
And totally legal. http://www.shipaturd.com that's right my friend, they can even put in corn, and peanuts, and it comes in a pretty little tin, so they never know what's about to hit 'em.
(Anonymous)
Mar. 3rd, 2006 06:11 pm (UTC)
feeling better?
well, well, well...nothing like a night out (and some drinks) to make you feel better. hope you are feeling more like yourself, or at least having moments of feeling like yourself and seeing that it's possible. glimpses are necessary for the comeback. thinking of you, and hoping you have more happy days...and nights.

love,
wendi
wearehisandhers
Mar. 4th, 2006 08:00 pm (UTC)
hi hi hi

I miss you! We need to catch up again...lots has happened. You shall be receiving a phone call soon! Oh and if you see that bitch Rudy again, tell him Jannie needs his cell number since the last one I called was disconnected! And if he says no, tell him I'm going to come up there and beat his skinny supermodel ass. It was Rudy Rudy you were talking about I hope?

love you miss you!

P.S. a BIG hello to Miss Wendi up there!
traylordean
Mar. 8th, 2006 11:15 pm (UTC)
I shoulda went!!!!
I can't believe it either! Just like you said at the noodle factory: relationship up=work down. I LOVE THE MONKEY!
sisyphus238
Mar. 9th, 2006 05:11 am (UTC)
Currently Wednesday night:

Criminal Minds is one of my favorite shows. There are three actors on it that I really like; Mandy Patinkin, that Gubler guy and your friend Kirsten. The others are all footnotes as far as I'm concerned.
iidxnick
Mar. 17th, 2006 11:05 am (UTC)
I've dreamed of going to Hey Faggot for over a year now, and I'm still too wussy (and young) to attend. Damn does it look like fun.
monkeyx3
Mar. 22nd, 2006 05:31 pm (UTC)
;-)
Well when you can finally attend let me know and I will buy you a drink!
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