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Went to the Jem concert last night with Tom and my Coworker Ciaran. The show was really good. Jem is so cute with her squeaky posh Brit accent and flippy brown hair. She danced like a street thug, it made her look so much more adorable. She couldn't be taller than 5'2". Ciaran wanter just 3 songs from her and kept saying she has to play them because she only has 11 songs.

She started with "Come on Closer" and worked though most of the songs Ciaran didn't care about. She covered Jammin' by Steve Wonder and "Fools Gold" by the Stone Roses. Her version of "Fools Gold" was Amazing! The last song of the evening was the one he had been waiting for... "24"

She dedicated "Missing you" to the memory or her friend PJ who inspired the song. I had never really paid attention to the lyrics before. I kept thinking of Evie and Oscar and expecting to see Tom crying. He is still devastated by Evie's death and he has been crying lately when I'm not around. We are coming up on the two year anniversaries of their deaths, it really seems strange that time has flown so quickly.
I wish I could make him feel better, but there is nothing I can do.

Evie
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Oscar
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missing you
I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Don’t think I ever believed that
this day would come
Now all I’m feeling
is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I would try

But I, yes I, miss you
and it’s killing inside

I’ll always be thankful
for the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
but I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody’s
stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I wouldn’t cry

But I, yes I, miss you
and it’s killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side

Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Tell me it’s not happening
Say it’s not as it seems
Tell me that I’m gonna wake up
It’s just a bad dream
Please tell me that it’s fiction
Tell me it’s just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn’t die

And I, yes I, miss you
and it’s killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side
Ooh well I, miss you
want you by my side
Back here by my side
Here by my side


Missing You - Jem - Finally Woken

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